Friday 29 November 2013

Wholeness


WHOLENESS
There is a space in God.
The Unknown and Unknowable leaves room
for my communion with Him. 
There is a space in God:
I am permitted to come in.
I nestle in the space,
And feel the enclosing warmth of mother love. 
I fill, and I am filled.
In the womb of God, I am secure:
I grow, I develop, I expand.

 There is an ever-open space in God.
I may crawl in, and curl up, shelter there.
Bathed in the water of life,
I feel the soaking up of brokenness and sin,
The absorbing of the wounding pain.
The open space enlarges as I stretch,
And gives me space to stretch some more.
I sense the touch of Love.
Love's fingers gently stroke my mind.

 I could lose myself in the many-folded depths of this space,
And stay submerged,
Self-indulgently sinking deeper into ecstasy.
I could contemplate,
And drift,
And rest here - no demands, no battles to be won. 
I dream, and fold my hands into a prayer.
But the cold light of the Daystar calls me into being.
First dawn of icy chill, and shrinking flesh
Wake and thrust me out,
And lead me to the way I am to walk. 
 
I find the space in God is freedom to become,
And to accept the one I am.
 
B. I. Hartless.

Written after reading Grace Jantzen's book Julian of Norwich





The rose

THE ROSE
Rose after rain Beren Hartless 2007
 Deep the rose, so hidden now,
In fleshy leaves of anxious pale.
Glowing, growing, throbbing long
With all the crimson force of pain.

A stabbing thorn of fear or hate
Reveals the bud-like bloom below,
And sorely straining for release
The secret beauty's blossom bursts
Into the open, stormy air.
 
The vulnerable, downy, soft
Young petals shiver delicately,
As drenching rain and gusting gales
Provoke the earthbound plants to move.
So, strengthened by adversity,
The rose, in all her glory, flowers.
 
B.I.Hartless